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Poor Machine

by Irving Washington

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OtterMelon Irving Washington is very passionate about music and I believe it shows in the music he creates. He's a good friend of mine and I hope everyone enjoys this album. Please support him if you can! Favorite track: Poor Machine.
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1.
Hang Me 03:14
I've got a lot of bills I have to pay I got a lot of essays due today I don't have any time To philosophize in my rocking chair To wax poetic about how life isn't fair I'm a slave to the grind Even if things haven't changed when I die I will be able to say that I tried To think but not to act on it is to lie Hang me I finish school and get some steady work Long hours for some bureaucratic jerk of a boss Raising kids and keeping the rent My life's so busy every day and night I'm spent But it's not my loss Not of a movement, I'm not part of a clan Not part of any big political plan Just me, my family and my man Even if things haven't changed when I die I will be able to say that I tried Though I don't get this emptiness inside
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Free 03:24
I have my chocolate, and I have my tea And I am still free; I'll always be free Elections come and go on my plasma TV They don't matter to me because I'll always be free They say it will be a dark day When the pipes rust through and the concrete cracks But my tap flows clean and clear And I don't hear nobody complaining here Caliphates rise beneath Arab skies It doesn't matter to me; I'll always be free Missiles fill the air, and trash fills the sea But it won't bother me because I'll always be free People say it would be a dark day If he was elected here But my skin is light, I'm far from the fight, And I know that I can sleep soundly tonight I'm not the problem, I'm not the cause It's not my problem; I don't make the laws
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City lights are out of sight They fade into the dark of the night Zooming down away from town I savor the bite of the wind, rushing past as we drive 'round I listen as the breeze runs through the trees And rustles their leaves; I don't want to leave, now I sit beneath the halo of the moon The coming day looms, the future comes too soon, now I've seen that shadow a few times before Each time it malingered outside my door I fell onto the floor
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My darling comrade, I'm waxing profound I've done a lot of thinking of late The oppression of the bourgeoisie has got me down I wanna join the Soviet state The latest fashion is to aid the common man And I'm not one to be outside the clique Everybody's doing it, can't you understand? Come with me and you'll be communist chic We'll be marching side-by-side The working class all unified Bringing the ruling pigs to their end is just the latest trend It's hip to fight the man, though I don't understand Exactly what Marx was talking about But no mind, we can do without our individuality and freedom; conformity is so magnifique Everybody's doing it, can't you understand? Come with me and you'll be communist chic!
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Poor Machine 02:49
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Yer Goth 02:53
Darkness spells my cursed hell I was spawned far behind my time My weak heart is crusted with rime My soul implodes into the void And I can't avoid the weight of your stare Your evil gaze is always there Piercing my throat, caressing my hair My family ties are family lies And I am an unwitting accomplice in the crimes of my kin They condemn my soul to the void And I can't avoid the weight of your stare Your evil gaze is always there Piercing my throat, caressing my hair You're alone and you will die In the soft gloam you will sigh A lilting lullaby Your body won't be found There is no one else around Death never makes a sound It was me It was only me
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True Faith 03:36
It must be said: God is dead And there's no question why This hedonism wracks my brain inside Where do I go? I feel institutionalized Not that far back, life was gemeinschaft Altruism reigned straight and true Under the word of law, uniform morality without flaw With this freedom of mind, I don't know what to do It is so hard to find true faith these days I don't understand why it's so hard to feel For anyone but me I would go down on my knees and pray for absolution Anything but to be free It is so hard to find true faith these days Can anyone divine why God and humankind have gone their separate ways? Like a disease upon humanity This vanity will consume our lives This toxic hubris will degenerate We are profligates, drunk on our pomp and pride
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I. Mitya's lament The judgment of God pierces my consciousness I must address That if I'm doomed to Hell then I deserve it I do confess I'm a slave to my passions above all else Even as I hear the death knells My hands drenched in blood, I approach the scaffold Nailed to the cross What goes around comes around, and I'm no saint My glowing bairn growing faint I'm a slave to my passions above all else Even as I hear the death knells I am a scoundrel over all, but all that I hear is the sound of my fall Sound of my fall II. Smerdyakov's Soliloquy III. Ivan's Dilemma What is this madness that takes me, That tears me asunder between Heaven and Hell? Can humans love one another, Or are we just wretches looking to be quelled? Whether Christ is or isn't is all moot Because we only listen to what we want to hear What is a life free of virtue, though? I find myself overtaken with fear IV. Alyosha's Love
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Your life is short and violent You'll soon die off in silence The sands of time erode your voice And you have no choice Your line and your legacy will fade In the war and sex and poverty cavalcade Can you possibly transcend your mortality Lest you cease to be? Build castles and walls and towers so tall They block the winter, rain and sunshine Write and craft up your name, so despite any change One part of you will stay the same Life captured in stone We sit on our thrones, forever great But what happens when we reach the end And submit to fate? And all ain't made to last The Earth keeps turning fast You'll peek your head above the wall And find that you missed it all Humans and their gods and nature are all at odds We long for stasis out of entropy We write and craft up our names, so despite any change One part of us will stay the same

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"Free! No, I am not free yet. My last works have not yet been printed, and, considering the deplorable state of my poor machine, I no longer hope to see the whole collection in print. But if, contrary to my expectations, I ever reach that point and can bid farewell once and for all to my public, believe me, Sir, on that day I will be free, or no man has ever known freedom."

-Jean-Jacques Rousseau, 'Four Letters to Monsieur de Malesherbes' (1762)

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released April 25, 2017

All words and lyrics by Irving Washington. Album photographs by Molly McEachran-Salazar, featuring my sisters Eva and Olivia.

Special thanks to Alicia, Lucas, Todd, Brennan, Asher, Grant, Anders, Ivan, Ayanna, Mandy, Dr. Watrous, Mom, Dad, Molly, Eva, Olivia, all the Coolest Kids back home, and the impeccable Señor Connor Sprague.

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